Monday, March 26, 2007

Funny what the rain can do...

Well hello all.

Long time no talk. No type. Whatever. So yeah, you know what's funny that the rain can do? Rain and just the right music makes Amy introspective. Reflective perhaps. Anyhow, it makes me think. And I guess it makes me blog because it's been a while. I was just thinking about this blog and how it had been ages since I wrote as I was driving home from work today. I was listening to The Fray as I drove in the rain. I love them. Anyone else who knows them knows that their album is mostly depressing. But I love depressing. Always have. Something about depressing that makes me feel good. Feel more alive. Is that weird? I don't know, but sometimes the best thing in the world is to pop on some sad music and get lost in it while thinking about your life. And I'm not saying my life is depressing right now because it's not. I have a job I love, Mike finally left Meditech because they suck and he has a great new job in Boston that he's loving. We're moving to Providence during the month of May. Basically a lot of good things are happening. And yet I revel in depression. I am not depressed about my life. But it makes me think of my mom. I need to explain that before she reads this and interprets that statement wrong. As much as she loves her life now and is happy with who she is and where she's at, there's a part of her that always looks back to her younger years with a bit of longing and sadness that they're over. And I think that's sort of what my rainy day depressions amount to. Not that I would change where I'm at now, but missing parts of my past. So to all of you in my past, I'm thinking of you today and what you've meant to my life.


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